Saturday, December 30, 2006

my love to you

Only you and me -

I've decided to write msg to "zhu" as my last entry to round up my this blog. Tt's because this yr the most blessed n happy thing tt happened to me was being able to find "zhu" Our little story. An incomplete fairy tale, a tale just like my blog's song... =]

We started off as just being normal fren. ppl ard us teased us tt we r a couple. Initially it wasnt true n tt we feel tt it wasnt even possible. maybe because "ri jiu sheng qing" somehow feelings developed. I tried to run away yet it was in vain. I tried not to believe tt i've feelings for u but the reality isnt so. "shldnt hv started in the first place" yet we did. Sometimes i really think back. Our break-up izzit my fault. Even thou de reason we break up was "it" but.. hmm if i didnt say to u "shldnt hv started in the first place" maybe u wun even wanna break-up with me. We may still con'd... But somehow or rather. wat suppose to end will come to an end. Today dun break-up, other day will also. affinity comes to an end means end. I guess we wud have break-up even back then i hv not said those words. But it was a pity, our days tgt was rather short. hahas~ but im contented already.

Yr 2006, knowing n having u was smth magical. I've nv expected both of us to get tgt. Somehow i hv de feeling tt 2006 gonna be wonderful, but it will just come to an end. Who knows im really tt accurate. Neverthless, im still really glad tt u intruded into my life when i didnt expect. If it wasnt because of u, im still just having nth. Least i once had u. Those days we had, those words u said, will 4ever be kept behind the doors of mine. there are too many things tt i wanna say to u but i cant say here, but im sure u hear me already =)

Thou we can nv be lovers again but both of us believe tt we both in the first place shld only had been best friends, just that like u said... we accidentally yong bao zai yi qi... n i know wat we used to promise will not be broken. it's just tt we needa make it come true in a diff way bahs. hahahas. nevertheless. promises between us are not meant to be broken =) n i will always love u... this love wud be turned into friendship de love..^^

Duno when u will pass by my blog to read again but i believe u will come sooner or later. Now that everyth has come to and end. Just like the song lyrics, I wish the both of us kuai le =D n of cos i wish u xing fu too! as long u xing fu, no matter wat we had gone thru is worth it. n tt we gona be best frens till old =DDDD hahahas. wo men shi shuai bu liao each other liao de lahs xD kekekes. Really wanna thx u for everyth tt u have given me. I really feel very xing fu le. Plus having our buddies tgt, im so blessed =DDD Wo men hui yong yuan zhai each other de sheng bian de ^^ MISSES & LOVES! take gd care of urself.. im always there for u =) Our frienship gonna last de! =D n of cos with our buddies xD i will be ok, trust me.. ciao~!!! let's ying jie 2007 =D tatas~

[[ahvone]] - [[Yin wei you ni he da jia, suo yi wo xing fu!]]

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