Sunday, December 03, 2006

Tomodachi my inspirations!

Tomodachi for eternal as it resides in the soul -

Genre - Japanese
Artist - BoA
Title -
Winter Love

Hey all~!! =D I now it's really "early" Lols~ I noe u peeps will say im crazy if u noe de reason for me staying up till now is cos i was drawing instead of slping. kekes x) i noe it sounds like im mad but im over the moon for this madness xD Cos i FINALLY draw smth after 3wks! Was so afraid not to produce a single one. hehhehs, but since now i started holding my pencils again, i guess i will draw lots. Drawing is not just my hobby, it's a kind of passion, pleasure which i put my soul in them =) Seriously i dont mind to just stay hm to research on drawings / draw. Somehow i slowly regain my own style in drawing, but im definitely still learning, n i promise myself to accomplish my dream as an animator even the path ahead gonna be rocky n hard to carry on. I will hang on, pull thru n exile, cos i love wat i do =)

A lot had happened since the end of O levels / start of holidays. Pleasant as well as very unpleasant ones. More of the unpleasant ones thou =x But for once im glad all these unpleasant things are happened, as i came to discover, it's time for me to grow n learn much more. I may be a kid at heart, but the soul must learn to be an adult. Hehhehs.

I'm rather weak, falling sick for 2-3wks since holidays =.=" Really down with luck cos it really ruin alot of my plannings. But oh well, least i fall sick now n not during my Os. hahahas~ Must really learn to take gd care of my health >< wish me speedy recovery =P

Woohoo~! I realised this yr i didnt hv much friendship probs!! Grats to myself n thx to e might ones looking over me ^^ I guess it's my 1st yr not having major friendship probs =.=" All this while, things are really great, i've great tomodachi as memories. Althou recently there's dispute inside our grp of friends, somehow, i duno y i didnt overly vexed, as in i dont really broad over them. Not tt i dont care abt my friends or what had happened. Maybe somehow i learnt to really just let things be. For somehow... things will be straighten out as it goes. The more u try to salvage, the more complicated it gets. I do wanna help, but im learning, to just keep myself calm n handle things wisely when it gets ugly. For all i know, i'm learning, n tt's wat i wanna do for this lifetime. Learn, share n pass on my views, hoping i will hence, help souls somewhere, somehow =) Everyone is born for a reason ^^ So tt's y u, me, n everyone is here.

Last but not least, what i really wanna say to my bunch of gd friends : It's not easy for all of us to get tgt n b each others' memories. It's fate tt brought us tgt, n affinity tt breaks us up when time dues. I dun care when our affinity will end. I only care how we spend every single moment we hv tgt as FRIENDS. cos of wat i had gone thru over n over again, i strongly believe, there's nth called "Friends will nv quarrel". For we care tt's y there's dispute. For we share tt's y we are happy. For we love tt's y we quarrel to correct things. Because we truely love n care for the friendship tt's y we will quarrel n try to make things better / make everyone better. Because, we are friends... Even if neither believe what im trying to express here, this is what i gonna believe till my heart stops beating =) I love all my friends, because they are my inspirations!

TOMODACHI =D

[[ahvone]] = [[Fate Vs Affinity, i choose to stay by fate]]


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